Emo Kid...Me?

I am an EMO kid. I seriously have been a super emotional wreck and today is one of those days. I was driving to meet one of my BFF and on the way to our McDonald's play date lunch I hear a Spanish song and I think of my grandmother and I start bawling. Then I think of my mom...whom I hold a hidden grudge against. And, I make a command decision to write her a letter....we just don't talk about issues and agree to disagree, it's just how we get along. I know she did her best, and no parent is perfect......And, I was a pretty big jerk as a teenager. I don't think I have ever told her that, so this Christmas I think I will. This year has been tough on me....she raised my sisters and I alone for the most part. I almost died doing it for a year!! So, I guess hindsight is 20/20, I am older and wiser. I can accept the fact that I have been an asshat.

Now, I am really going to start wrapping gifts. Really.

Wait! I forgot! I found this huge Christmas Pooh to put in the front yard on Craigslist for $10...I am going to pick it up today! I am so excited! Loverboy wasn't too thrilled...he thinks Pooh is gay. Pshhhh....the kids are gonna love it.